10/13

            Today’s class was very interesting and a lot of fun. We did psychological tests together. The first test was about how I want to be and my ideal boyfriend and sex. It was not easy for me to find the perfect adjectives for my favorite color, animal and water, but I enjoyed picking up some of the adjectives for my favorites. I chose blue for my favorite color. When I was in kinder garden, I preferred pink or red just like the other girls did and considered blue as boys’ color. However, when my team color was always blue for 4 years (which was pretty rare for my school students), I started liking blue. Blue is being my lucky color for a long time. I am not sure if the adjectives that I used to describe blue represents my own or ideal personality (cool, refreshing, natural, wide, clear and beautiful), but this made me remember the reasons why I like blue. I do not think that some adjectives of my favorite animal well describe my perfect boyfriend, but I agree with the idea of colorful (which I interpreted as unique and has a lot of interesting aspects) and free (unconventional and fun). It is always interesting to know the hidden aspects of me even though I know that it is inaccurate.
            The second test was drawing pictures of house, green, path, water, sun, cloud and snake. I like this test better, because the result was more accurate for me (but nothing was outstanding). We also exchanged own results to each other. Some of them drew really tiny pictures, while others drew huge house at the center. Nothing was the same.

            I also want to try other psychological tests so that I can see what I really think with bias.